By Kim Young Man
There are a lot of people in the world, but there have been only a few
people who had a great influence on the life of people through human history.
Especially Buddha, Mohammed, Confucius, and Jesus are called the greatest
saints all over the world. However, Jesus, the founder of Christianity,
is so special to me, I couldn't say exactly when he came to me, how I knew
him, and who is he. Today I would like to introduce Jesus who has been
influencing my whole life to you.
Jesus was born almost two thousand years ago at Bethlehem in Israel. His
birth was not special, but rather shabby. His life was also very normal
for the first 30 years. He was a country carpenter. I have never seen him
face to face, but I acknowledge that he is the person who understands and
knows me best. Even though his life was not so special, he lived a special
life to save others from their sins, including me. If I could describe
him in a word, he is true love. While he was living in the world, he showed
his love to people without distinction of rank or class, irrespective of
gender, and regardless of age. God is love but at the same time He is justice.
It means God hates sin, crime, or unjustice. He demands penalty for all
kinds of sin. However, there is no one who has no sin among human beings
who came from Adam. In spite of humans' sins, God wanted to forgive them
within His endless love. So He needed someone who has no sin who can satisfy
God's justice fully. In this urgent situation, Jesus wanted to reconcile
God the Father and sinners. Eventually he gave his life for sinners on
the cross to pay the penalty for our sins as an atonement to reconcile
them with God the Father. But he rose again from the dead, and God made
him our perfect saviour.
Before anything else, I would like to share my experience in the Philippines.
When I finished my Korean Army service, I hoped to study English for my
future. Before I went to the army, I was majoring in Theology at the Asian
Center for Theological Studies Mission, so I wanted to study the Bible
in English, as well as to preach the gospel to those who speak English.
At first I made up my mind to go to America to study English like other
Korean students. But I could not receive a visa and I was very disappointed.
Despite my impossible situation, I could not give up studying English,
and I kept on praying to the Lord to open the door to go abroad. After
three days I found another opportunity that gave me hope. It was going
to the Philippines for four months just for studying English. During my
stay in the Philippines, I concentrated my efforts on improving my English
abilities as well as doing my best to know what God's will was and specific
plans for my future. I read the Bible and prayed a lot to know Him better.
Gradually my English was improving day by day, and I began to try to communicate
with Filipinos to understand them and their culture. Three months had passed
since I arrived in the Philippines. One night, I was praying.
"Lord, what I want is to live for the sake of your kingdom, and I'd love
to go to North Korea to preach the gospel."
"Young Man! Young Man!" At first, I wondered who was talking to me. I looked
around but there was nobody. Again I prayed....
"Young Man!"
"Here I am. Who are you? Is that really You, Lord?"
"I want to use you in a place where my people are dying without hearing
the gospel."
"But... Lord, how can I do that?"
"I want to use you, Young Man."
"But... Lord, I think I can't...no, I can't!"
"Don't say, no!... yes, you can't do anything by yourself, but I can do
what you can't. I'll be with you and I'll help you."
"Yes, Lord! I am yours. You can use me for anything, Lord!"
I was convinced that it was Jesus whom I believe in. He called me to his
work as a co-worker. What a wonderful blessing! After this experience he
has touched my heart from time to time to recognize his plan and love towards
me.
Jesus is the only one who has given me a reason to live and the power to
follow Him. Before I loved Him, He really loved me. If He gave up dying
on the cross instead of me, how I could love God. Therefore since God so
loved me, I also ought to love others with all of my heart. I really want
to share His love with those who are in need and hunger for real love.
I would like to make Him known all over the world through my daily life.
I have never seen Jesus Christ; but if I love others like Him, I believe
that His love will be complete in me. I want to give thanks to the Lord
who has given me His everything forevermore.