Whether it was the second grade or the first grade in elementary school,
I can hardly remember. It's like you're taking a stroll around the park
which is shrouded in fog. You can see the trees respectively, but you just
can't point out where you are. However, I can see one friend clearly in
that mist of remembrance like a pillar of fire. What I am about to tell
you is a story about my friend, Mi-Gyung, whose drawing taught me the value
of modesty and the love of art.
Since Mi-Gyung had an introverted and reserved character, most of the students
in our class didn't pay attention to her. On the other hand, I wasn't in
the least like Mi-Gyung. I was extroverted and talkative. Thus, like other
students, I, too, wasn't curious about her, till I found she was fond of
drawing pictures like me. Soon I found myself talking to her, and we got
close really fast.
We really had almost opposite characters. Mi-Gyung was prudent, soft, and
passive, and I was capricious, active, and aggressive. You might ask me
what made us so close in spite of such a different personality. Perchance,
at first our opposite characters gave a strong impression to each other,
and then the same interest in drawings made a firm link between us. A link
which was so strong and powerful that we began to like each other so fast.
Because I had won a lot of prizes from many drawing contests at that time,
and believed that I was the best drawer in our class, I thought no one
could ever get ahead of or outdo me in this field. Therefore, though Mi-Gyung
often praised me for my pictures, because of my vanity and self-satisfaction,
I usually didn't care about her pictures. "How good can it be?" I thought.
I thought my pictures were the best.
One day our school teacher was teaching us how to draw a good picture with
crayons. Then she let us draw by ourselves. The topic was our spring picnic.
As I said before, I was quite proud of my drawings, or rather self-conceited
about them at that time, so I tried really hard to create a masterpiece.
I filled all the white paper with blue, red, yellow, purple and pink colors.
"Yes! This is it!" I said to myself when the picture was done. "It's a
masterpiece!"
At that moment, while I was in a dreamy state of rapture, I saw some of
the students gathering around Mi-Gyung. I had to stand up and find out
what was going on, when Mi-Gyung's picture caught my sight. Shock, shudder
and shame. Those were the feelings I had when I first saw her picture.
Her picture was . . . it was what you would have to call . . . a masterpiece!
A real one. If we could divide this world into an actual world where we
live and an ideal world where perfection exists, her picture looked as
if it had come from the latter which we can't describe in words. I was
surprised at her picture not because it was merely minutely sketched like
a photo, but because it was full of excitement, joy and the bustle of the
picnic. The picture was replete with life and liveliness.
I couldn't talk to her for a while. Perhaps, I tried not to, because I
felt as if I had completely lost some sort of race. I must admit it was
really silly behavior, but I couldn't help myself. However, Mi-Gyung seemed
to understand me, and she complimented my picture. Young as she was, she
was a very thoughtful person. She had this power that could look through
and understand another person's mind like some psychic. She said that my
picture had an exquisite combination of colors. Still, I couldn't help
comparing my picture with hers, but at this praise she gave me, I felt
really great like an apprentice who received a word of praise from her
master. It was the best prize that I had ever received.
Soon I was able to regain my pride and confidence in my drawings. However,
I tried to be modest, because I realized that there was no such thing as
first place in art. It was not a race. Before I met Mi-Gyung, I was in
the strange world surrounded with all these competitions. My life was always
running towards the first prize. Grades, time, friends, and even myself
were my competitors, and they were chasing me all the time and made me
paint and gasp. Instead of appreciating the beauty of the pictures, I was
only drawing the pictures to win the first prize. I can't forget Mi-Gyung
who saved me from that endless race.
Whenever I get frustrated by some competitive situations around me, I recall
the small drawings of Mi-Gyung which gave me this big lesson, and I feel
peaceful again. Although I don't quite remember her face very well, because
we haven't seen each other for about 10 years, I can still recall her picture--the
masterpieces--clearly.